valentines..

"same shit, different day"says Morgan Freeman in the movie, Shawshank Redemption. Again, still in front of this computer, looking for something to do again but this time, I know exactly what to do. I just don't feel like doing it today. I wanted to sleep, but I can't. It is 3 in the afternoon and I should be sleeping by now, but I can't. Last night, out of confusion, I almost broke up with my baby. Thing is, I feel something is not right between us anymore. And now, I am getting so used to being alone, i feel like I don't really care if she comes over or not. Everytime we're together, I show her I miss her but she would not even kiss me the same way as before. Only smacks, smacks that grade-schooler does. Whatever the reason is I'm not sure right now. I can go on for hours giving reasons but one thing I know is sure. If this thing keeps up, it is not going to be good.