it's been a looooong 2 days. yesterday, bhear and I went out to SM supposedly just to unwind and go on a date... or to get a screen protector for our Telpad. But we ended up buying 20k worth of stuff. Majority of which was for her bed/frame set worth 16k. I bought a pair of slip-ons from Sandugo too amongst other things. Anyway, I'm happy. Ever since I got this job from Fernando, each year is just better that the last. I started working for him June last year and I'm still happily working with/for him today and I hope I really get to do this for life. I appreciate everything he's done for us and I'm glad to say that I too, am starting to help him back. Recently, his laptop exploded (not literally) and I got to help him by lending him 15k so he can buy a new desktop. Now he has that awesome desktop and I'm happy to think I helped him with that. Aside from that, he earns 2500 a week from me. Anyway, going back to bhear, I left her sleeping in her new huge bed, I tucked her in a heavy blanket so she won't get cold, and kissed her on the head goodnight. She didn't even flinch, (compared to when she was sleeping on that hard-ass wooden bed that always gives her neck aches and back pains) meaning, she's sound asleep. Going back home, I finally got this satisfying feeling that I'm finally moving on the right track, giving her a comfortable and safe place. I couldn't join her in bed, as her mom was home, and I don't want them to think that I'm getting too comfortable, sleeping in her same bed just because I bought it for her. Anyway, right now, I'm happy.
Happiness has been rare before I got this job, every night I would see her sleeping beside me on our old dusty and itchy foam on the floor while I look at her friends' pictures in Singapore or Dubai or in the States... We may not be there now but at least I know we are headed that way.
Also, a few days ago, we just signed a contract for a new house that we're paying. That house will soon be ours, hopefully, in less that 10 years time. It's a beautiful house in a beautiful neighborhood. That will be for her, and for our kids someday. Shit just got real, I told Dru and Fernando. I said this is it. Imma start paying 15k every month for the next 10 years. I have never gotten myself into anything that takes years to finish but I guess you just have to start investing on our future. I'm kinda scared, but I hope and pray that we'll get through this.
Don't get me wrong. I'm happy but that does not mean I don't want more. I WANT MORE! More for me and my family. They say things you have will not follow you to the grave, but it pretty darn better to die knowing you did your best for yourself and your family, and that you will have things to leave them.
I know I wont last long. I some 2 packs of cigarettes everyday. I live a very unhealthy lifestyle. I eat a lot, I sleep whenever I want, I don't drink water, I don't exercise,.. I hope to do better in the future but what the fucks do we know? I just wanna do my best to earn as long and as much as I can as long as I'm here.
We bought a lot of things recently. I was able to buy Bhear a Samsung Note 2, which unfortunately she left in the washroom and never got it back. I got a huge LED monitor, an i7 laptop with awesome GDDR5 graphics, etc. etc. I can't keep track. To think that the end of last year, I was only expecting to have an internet connection for my work. I have more want to buys before the end of this year, up to Bhear's birthday next year (Jan 04):
HDD SSD: Crucial M4 128gb msata
PHP 5870.00
RaZER Blackwidow Ultimate 2013 Elite Gaming Keyboard
PHP 6300.00
Mouse Mad Catz R.A.T 5 Gaming
PHP 3300.00
Speaker Logitech Z906 5.1 Speaker System
PHP 13950.00
Playstation 3 Dualshock 3 Wireless Controller
PHP 2000.00
Headset RaZER Tiamat Elite 7.1 Surround
PHP 8000.00
Hdd Laptop WD Scorpio Blue 1TB, WD10JPVT
PHP 3550.00
Hdd Laptop WD Scorpio Blue 320GB, WD3200BPVT
PHP 2250.00
Hdd External WD My Passport 2TB Portable USB3.0
PHP 6300.00
Senior Executive Chair
PHP 2980.00
Table
PHP 6000.00
Samsung Note 3
PHP 30000.00
Samsung Galaxy Gear Watch
PHP 13000.00
Fender (or better) Guitar
PHP 15000.00
Believe it or not, all of these costs approx 120kPHP. So if I look back next year at this blog, (hopefully because I already have all of these here) that would be astounding. After all of these, car,
Again, thank you for all the blessings and protection from God, and to Fernando. Hope to post something happy next year, see you soon blog!
This is how I hope my workstation will be someday:
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