Sunday, January 1, 2012

what i want

 after a very boring new year, and a very tiring trip to moa, i'm home at last.

I'm not satisfied anymore, ever since i failed to buy something out of my last paycheck.. at first, i thought id be able to buy an LED TV, but it turned out I cannot. Then a fuckin second hand PS3, still, i cant. Last and least, I resorted to POP (One Piece anime figurine) or GUNPLA (Gundam plastic model) but I STILL CAN NOT FUCKING AFFORD IT! EVEN IF I GOT FUCKING 32K!  fuckin hole's getting bigger and bigger, and right now, i don't give a damn shit going to the mall of asia to ride biggest ferris wheel or whatever, as much as fuckin trimming the hair on my balls.
I cant buy a single fucking thing i want, and nobody seems to fucking care to ask me.
well i guess, needless to ask, they must know it already but they just don't care.
It's time for me to get a job again.
Exactly like last year, when my gf got a job and i thought she was gonna be taking me to divisoria more often but she did not. so i was forced to get a job because sometimes it just feels so goddamn good not to put your hopes on someone else.
obviously, i cannot apply for a job tomorrow but i will on wednesday.
when I get this job, im gonna be fucking selfish and buy my:

LED TV

PS3

MAGIC THE GATHERING CARDS

POP
 
GUNPLA


respectively.
I gave out all my money for the happiness of others this xmas and it meant fucking nothing to anyone as much as the booger i got from my nose just now.

Lesson I learned:
GET A JOB QUICK. WHEN YOU DO, FUCKING BUY WHAT YOU WANT RIGHT AWAY AND DO NOT WASTE YOUR FUCKING MONEY ON ANYONE ELSE BECAUSE NOBODY APPRECIATES WHAT YOU DO, AND NO ONE WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU IN RETURN, EVER!

wow. i just found my new year's resolution..

HAPPY NEW YEAR! you know I meant that sarcastically.

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