Decadence

In front of the computer, haven't took a bath in 4 days. My clothes stink. I stink. My laundry is has been on the concrete floor in the front porch for months. Not that I don't wash em, I'm just trying to budget my use laundry detergent. Stupid? No. That's how poor I am. At least for me. I haven't eaten a formal meal in days and if I had the money, I'd rather buy food and cigarettes than detergent. And if ever I had detergent, I'd just use it to wash my fiance's clothes. She's the one who goes to work anyway. And even the training manager (of the new crappy call center I'm gonna soon work for) said I might be starting by Dec. 1, I still don't believe it unless I'm actually working there for a year. Things has been going so bad for me this 2010 that I don't expect anything good or nice to happen from anyone anymore.